mental

so the world thinks i'm mental.... great
life is sooo ahhh
i just want to live!!
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# Posté le samedi 28 mars 2009 14:45

i met someone ...

it feels nice, i haven't felt like this in a while
it was good and bad
more good than anything else though
it was sweet
it just made feel ... better
i felt a weight fall from my shoulders
and it wasn't just fun and games
there was talking...and it was coming from him not just me
so it was nice
he was funny and sweet
we were botha bit drunk so talking abit silly
but not too much
i remember it all
i remember the surge in my heart
i just felt alive
and oh he could kiss
a nice kiss
nice kisses
it was ... nice
i dont know what else to say but it was nice ...
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# Posté le samedi 28 mars 2009 12:50

truth

truth
When the person you want leaves, you'd expect yourself to confess your undying love to them. But truth is, this isn't love. I'd be silly to call it love. I don't know what it is, and to be something I know it must also be in return. Maybe it's just friendship, maybe it'll grow or maybe it's nothing. All I know is that I can feel it, and my thoughts always trail back to you. It's bizarre cos we barely know eachother, I only know one small part of your life ... a few scattered memories here and there in toulouse... not enough

When I'm with you I struggle to concentrate, when I catch your gaze I suddenly find it hard to breathe and feel shivers down my spine. When I think of you I catch myself smiling unexpectedly for no reason. You make me laugh without trying, you make me dream without knowing...

You amaze me ... You're so beautiful in who you are, your sweetness, your kindness, your honesty, your laughter... you have a grin that could make anyone cave in. maybe you make everyone feel this way or maybe it's just me. All I know in all of this is that I've loved knowing you, and hope to keep on knowing you.
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# Posté le mardi 10 mars 2009 18:45

limits

god, where are my limits??
seem pretty much nowhere right now...
i'm just goingcrazy
getting all these ridiculous ideas
getting all worked up
and for what?
for nothing
this is nothing
you don't love me
i don't love you
i don't know you
you don't know me
...
but i want to
so much
there's a connection i'm sure
i can feel it
it's more than simple potential
it's strong
or maybe for you it's friendship
don't you realise it?
these feelings?
this intensity?
i can hardly breathe at times
and i need to catch my breath when i think of you
i catch myself smiling unexpectedly
you make me laugh without trying
you make me dream without knowing
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# Posté le mardi 10 mars 2009 18:38

the funny thing is

that i don't even know you...


well barely


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# Posté le dimanche 08 mars 2009 17:01